And…get ready… Happy New Year!

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Lets all shoot across the dark, velvety sky and fill it up with vibrant colors! Lets welcome this New Year with smiles, wishes and resolutions bubbling inside our minds. Lets all be Fireworks for a while and embrace all changes we have experienced this year, with happiness, satisfaction and passion. Let us forget everything we have lost, thrown away or are struggling to forget, to reach out for everything new this life has to give…After all, a Firework is most beautiful only when it bursts open to let its sparkling droplets fly!

“We shall go wild with fireworks…And they will plunge into the sky and shatter the darkness” _  Natsuki Takaya

Memories

“He was still too young to know that the heart’s memory eliminates the bad and magnifies the good, and that thanks to this artifice we manage to endure the burden of the past.” _ Gabriel Garcia Marquez

memories

Now and then when,

Often I go into reverie…

I wish only to live again

Those memories

Which scream in laughter

From the distant end of,

My soul.

Fake it…

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“Sometimes in tragedy we find our life’s purpose. The eye sheds a tear to find its focus”_ Robert Brault.

It all started with,

A bang and a crash and a smash!

A sound that was even louder than the bomb.

It broke her bones and crushed her world and smashed her dreams.

It was all over,

All at once.

She laid there lifeless on the bed,

A perfectly carved statue everyone visited,

The people in the white coats back then said,

“She wouldn’t survive,”

But they still hoped and prayed and pleaded,

It was foolish of them but they knew Life wasn’t so unfair.

When she opened her eyes,

The one who survived,

She found herself living a complete opposite life.

Her broken and battered body throbbed with an endless pain

Nobody knew that this was only another start.

Another start of another journey,

She didn’t know herself,

That Fate had thrown her into an abyss,

An abyss she was to climb all alone.

Alone to  get to sunlight,

But everybody knew that this was,

His Wise way of rewarding her with something she had been so unaware of her entire life.

“This is His Way of Loving you,”

Everybody told her,

But His Love was so strange she thought.

He made her fall whenever she got back up,

He made her cry with no tears, dry tears,

He made her heart pound so much that she felt it might burst,

He left her hopeless, only to make her stronger.

“What kind of love is this?”

She often asked herself,

But she knew she had to live whatever the circumstances,

For she knew there was no escape.

Life is unfair, yes, but living?

Living too is never easy,

Especially if you’re the only reason for others lives…,

Smiling too is deceptive then,

It hides the real you.

But why?

Why worry even then?

When you know He’s there?

When you know,

His Love for you will unfold through the sands of time,

When you know,

You just have to be patient?

When you know it’s all just a matter of faking it?

Faking it,

Till you not only just make it but,

Become it?

This poem is based on my own experience of a very bad RTA (Road traffic accident). I have written this ‘slam’ poem in third person because it was initially written to be performed on stage, in front of an audience, and I did not want to personalize it. The last three lines of the poem are an allusion to Amy Cuddy’s quote, “Don’t fake it till you make it. Fake it till you become it.”